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so, i've been tempted to come back to livejournal for a really fucking long time. and until now i've resisted that temptation. and if i do i think i need to change a lot of thigns.maybe make an enirely new livejournal, because this one is old...and the farther back i read, the more i wonder who the hell i am. but at the same time, i loved this livejournal. as long as i don't get too into it i wouldn't mind writing again, maybe. well today is May 8th. ive stayed home from school to study for my ap..and im slowly realizing that this test is going to be the most intense test ive ever taken, which scares me a lot. and i feel like im going to get a 1 on the exam. clearly: the studying isn't going well.
so heres to maybe writing again..
maybe
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Thursday, August 18th, 2005
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so im here. in my room, at my computer...its hard to go from green to silver so quickly if that makes sense. i dont really want to be writing this but i guess i wanted to let you all know i was home. so im home. moes home with me and yea.
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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
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| Time: | Saturday 25/6/05 at 7:34am |
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i guess this is the last entry for a while, ill miss you all a lot. i think part of me wants to write this whole long entry about this year because i know the people that really read into this thing are the people i care about most, but i don't really think i need to, you know. bye to everyone,
nora
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| Subject: | random... |
| Time: | Friday 24/6/05 at 3:08pm |
| Mood: |  not sure. | | Music: | what i've got::sublime. |
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so im not sure anyone will appreciate this just as much as susanna and i did, but because the new harry potter book is coming out susanna is re-reading all the others and she just got to the third and she opened the cover to see....
i am such an artist...and want to be jewish hardcore..?
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| Time: | Tuesday 21/6/05 at 6:02pm |
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one exam left.
oh the world.
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| Time: | Monday 20/6/05 at 11:20am |
| Mood: |  content. | | Music: | jimmy eat world. |
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first of all happy birthday jon! congrats on getting older and wiser? hah, but yea, you know. i hope you have a great birthday/are celebrated all day.
on a slightly different note
i went to B&H yesterday and bought a new ( lens! )
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Thursday, June 16th, 2005
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| Time: | Thursday 16/6/05 at 10:14pm |
| Mood: |  sleepy. | | Music: | coldplay. |
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i spent the evening celebrating ( lucy )
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Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
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| Time: | Wednesday 15/6/05 at 3:56pm |
| Mood: | not a clue. |
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the courtyard is coming together!
Later...
im at my dads office, we went out to dinner and they were having a drive in movie? at the ice rink which was kind of overwhelming and loud but thats ok. the cold front has definatly hit, its not even that bad, just in comparison to last week. im looking at the holiday schedule for united states offices...they only have 9 holidays a year.
at dinner dad gave me a long talk about life the universe...and everything basically. i dont know, a lot about law school and doing that vs. not doing that. everytime i think about life and everything i feel so so small. oy. im sleepy/am not sure im making sense.
alanis morisette is giving an acoustic jaggid little pill concert across the street right now..
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i think im sick with something, because i havn't been eating regularly/everything just seems incredably unappealing, so i bought ginger ale which helped a bit.
i had two finals today and a presentation. surprisingly enough my finals this year have gone better then ever before, and hopefully itll be the same with chem, but i have no drive to study. i got home from school around 130ish and just slept. mom dad and susanna called and woke me up three different times which was frustraiting and i was having this halarious dream with ice cream, and yea its too hot out. mom said a cold front was coming our way. i laughed.
oh this really is bad. the plan was not to procrastinate but instead here i am.
now that schools (almost) out ive stolen a lot of chalk. i think tomorrow afternoon ill do some sidewalk art..or maybe ill wait for the cold front?
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| Time: | Sunday 12/6/05 at 6:20am |
| Mood: |  out of it?. | | Music: | i hope you dance. |
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susanna and winston went to prom
i must say, they do look cute, and winston in a tux...ohh what a kid.
edit:
also, the contrast of skin color between the two of them and all the kids in the background is funny. word to the pale?
on another subject...it seems like summer so far has meant ugly green nails and frizzy hair..which kinda just make me laugh...
mmm...summer in the city, how awful......
Hot town, summer in the city
Back of my neck getting dirty and gritty
Been down, isn't it a pity
Doesn't seem to be a shadow in the city
mm..the lovin' spoonful. good times.
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| Time: | Thursday 9/6/05 at 8:53pm |
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being pale sucks....
i got a burn today despite all my efforts to leave the tanning scene.
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Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
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i realized today just how happy i am to really never have spent the summer in new york...or that i can remember, and i really don't ever plan on doing it. it is just so gross and its too full and everything makes you so head-ace prone. i feel like there would be nothing to do. today was interesting...i had to sing some things, which for me is never a good thing, but that was that...and singing for mr orna, well hes insane/made it a lot more comfortable some how which was nice. i hung out with maeve and alex in the park/at coldstone. it was really nice to bewith them but this weather is just too bad. we were all talking about the weather and realized we were just bashing the city and yeh, i dont know im always questioning if im really happy living here. but thats another story.
i saw the alice in wonderland statue for the first time today/and the toy boat pond...i think that really was the highlight of my day, i wanted to jump in the pond despite its looking pretty gross and leafy.
i want to run........
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my day consisted of...
going to school and doing nothing at all...as usual
coming home and talking to jon who never fails to remind me that he doesn't have school and i do..in a good way?...yea, no.
realizing that today was moes last day of school
then going out because doing nothing in school means you have no work to do at home but its too damn hot to move so i ended up buying bubbles, silly puddy, stickers, glow in the dark stars, and some pop rocks for olga.
i met susanna and we bought me some cuban dinner which is going to be good and i dont want it to get cold so im going to go...
winstons coming this weekend. susannas going to prom this weekend. oh shes so old.
my mom just asked me if i wanted to sleep in the front room until i go to camp because of the air conditioner. i dont know, i think i like my room more, despite the grossness/heat.
right, well. dinner.
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| Subject: | trust |
| Time: | Sunday 29/5/05 at 6:55am |
| Mood: |  dirty. | | Music: | harvest moon. |
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this weekend has been really nice so far. school friday was kind of annoying/stressful but i went up to moes and it was warm out...good combination. anyway, we went to see gandalf murphy and i was very impressed. they are really quite good and make the environment so comfortable to be in, it was just a lot of fun. we didnt get back till like 1ish and slept till 11 which is pretty much unheard of in my life, but hey. ate breakfast hung out a bit and went for a really nice walk. it made me rethink my opinion of living outside thecity a lot. in a good way, i dont know, it was just really nice and it smelled so fresh.
i got home around 6ish and once susanna and dad were all ready we went to meet mom and our guest at this turkish place on 100th street which was so good. i was impressed, and it was reallly big to my surpise. it was nice.
on the walk home we rented 4 movies which im so excited to see...i got trust, which is an ani concert from washington which i watched last night and shes just so good. catch me if you can, five people you meet in heaven, and henry V which my dad and i are going to watch and its going to be greatt.
so it was an eventful evening. today im going shopping with susanna/mom for a few things which should be good and seeing maeve and working like no other.
im excited for school to end.
LATER:
im home again. susanna mom visitor whose name i could write if i knew how to spell it and i went shopping to day. it was good, i got a few things and i like them which is a plus. max came for dinner and later susanna and him are going to some jazz club which sounded kinda fun but i think im going to see lucy maybe and watch catch me if you can. plus i should do work.
tomorrow means bike riding. its going to be so so nice.
ive missed nice weather.
LATER again:
the wedding is off!! oh i knew my cousin had some sense.
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do you dream in color?
..let me know.
these past few hours have been interesting. last night was my chorus concert. all the kids were supposed to meet at school at 630 to warm up and then we were going to walk to the curch where all the parents would be and the should would start at 8. so we warm up and are about to go whenit begins pouring. and by pouring imean hardcore all i want to do is dance in the rain and there was lightning and thunder and wow. but of course the dress code for this is white top and black bottoms...and it was warm so no one had coats, so we were stuck in school...which i just found halarious. so we waited for a half hour or so and our conductor got fed up and was like GO GO GO (conductor also being football coach) and so 300+ kids running through the rain to church to do a show. it was great. and when we got there, pretty much soaked the show started. it was actually pretty fun in the end. afterwards dad and i took the train home and decided to get falafel at 12...cause i hadn't had dinner and well, its falafel. what a satisfying meal it was. and we walked home in the rain and then watched csi and other shows like that for a while/ a little bit of drumline cause that was on this morning and it was good. i woke up at 830ish cause of the sun and we went out to breakfast. i really enjoy hanging out with my dad one-on-one. hes good at putting things into perspective for me. well we talked about a lot of things, and then he brought up college stuff for the first time which was kinda..eh..but i guess needed to be said which was ok. and then we bought fruit and soo much of it. im going to make an intense friut salad this evening for when susanna and mom come home and itll be great.
alright, im off to clean/work
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est xLethargy: hair cut in like 33 minuttesss
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yeh. haircuts..i dont know why i put that there but its going to be different, and good of course. right, i dont know ill stop now.
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| Subject: | dont ask why |
| Time: | Tuesday 17/5/05 at 7:23pm |
| Mood: |  wouldn't mind an apple.. | | Music: | snow patrol. |
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i came home this afternoon and someone had cut out this comic and put it on my desk....
and speaking of small things that clutter up my room that i dont really need...but love anyway, i picked this up on my way home..
oh construction..but i figured it was there, why not?
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so its that time of year, and theres about a five block radius around columbia that will be echoing of pomp and circumstance all week. i was just up there for my tutor, and it was just so nice. the campus is covered in seats and everyone walking around in their caps and growns showing their parents around. i love being on that campus, just everything about it, i dont know its definatly an escape from the city for me. i like knowing that its so close.
today was pretty good. i think this week should be a good one. or i figure if i have that outlook i can make it good. school was, fine, one kid in my health class got really sick and i felt bad for him, and my english teacher started sobbing in class and everyone was trying to cheer her up which was nice.
ive got a bit of work to do, but its all good. this evening i have to interview my mom on what she gave up to have me. im hoping for crazy stories about her past, but well see what i get.
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this has been an awfully long week. not perticularly good or bad, just sort of blah..
friday after school i went to stuy to go to susannas chorus concert and laid in the grass waiting to meet my mom for a while. it was nice, and she came and we went and i was impressed. after that dad and i went to jerusalem..(hole in the wall falafel place) which, as always was amazinng and then we rented forest gump and the last waltz. we got home and i fell right asleep. i woke up saturday and watched forest gump, i love that movie. and then got ready for the chorus concert, and that ended up taking two hours more then in should have which was incredably frustraiting but eventually mom and i got home and we watched the last waltz together and danced a bit and talked about how sad it was and yeah it was good.
today was the aids walk. i woke up really early and called maeve who said she wasn't going which was kinda sad so i went and it was good and its still going on, but i think i started kinda early/finished early. but i love that walk. plus lots of good free food. so now..i think im going to work on my health magazine. because it would be so satisfying to finish that.
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today was a big mix of good and bad...
we got our report cards, and im kind of disappointed, but i can pull it all together i think, and i will which is good. alright...this is the amazing news for some and the sad news for me...
the rolling stones played outside laguardia today. everyone saw it cause it was at lunch but oh i decided to go to school in brooklyn. they played start me up and brown sugar. i dont even know, when i heard i was sort of just in a not knowing what to do with myself state. but its ok. cause they're touring..
and then! ninth period i had my oral exam for the regents and it went well. ooh man that was the biggest relief. the rest of school today was kind of pointless, but thats ok. i managed to make a fool of myself in english..and yea that was....ok. alright, work.
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i love susannas art....
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puffed up? thats just funny..
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